i just lost something today.
something very very valuable to me.
and i feel horrible.

i feel like as if i'd disappointed someone big time due to my carelessness.
oh great, just great, jaclyn.
the big screw up of everything.

yeah sure fine.
way to go jaclyn.
gahh.
i'm sorry.

i'm really really sorry.
all your time and effort all for nothing.
is it me? or does the world seem kind of bleak now? *squints*

at least theres still juggling to look forward to for tomorrow.
*forced smile*